Not completely sure what my blog space is to be used for but here's my update.... I am an EXTREMELY positive person; healthy mind and spirit, determined, educated.........ALL of this helped me get through the extreme hardships the past six months but was not enough to stop the forward motion of what I call... bad "juju".  Everything that could possibly come out of the woodwork, DID.  It began this past April 2011 and here we are in October (October 11, 2011) and I woke, today