The Hope for Spencer: a christmas gift money could never buy.

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Updated 8 years ago

hello everyone. my name is spencer t mckenith-williams. i am 27 years old, i have severe post traumatic stress disorder, manic depressive, bipolar disorder, mood swings, occupational disorder, and battered spouse syndrome.

i wasn't born into a loving family. however i was blessed enough to be adopted into one as well as my siblings. as a result i was given a sense of hope, love and humanity. before i was saved, i was a product of a broken home. an angry, irresponsible, alcoholic father, and a negligent, promiscuous , unstable mother. by definition we were never meant to survive or even know that we could be successful.

as a result, we as siblings formed different demons we each alone had to fight. for me from going as a child expecting not to live before i would even reach high school, to starting online courses in june of 2016 to obtain my master's degree in computer science, it was a huge leap. but that only happened after my mother adopted us.

however as every good mother has to eventually do, i grew up and had to explore the world as an adult. making my first computer game for my high school senior project i had achieved what i wanted to do since i was a kid but did before i went to college, i never thought much about where or how big i could be going out into college. this caused me much confusion on where i saw my life after high school. it literally messed my mind up because i had accomplished my main objective i had since i was 8 years old and i played my sega genesis my first time. (shout outs goes to those who know what a sega genesis is lol). i had accomplished this feat before i turned 18. and it had the opposite effect on me when i actually did something ive always wanted to do but never though i could be able to do.

ive made my share of mistakes. and though as religious as it is and i hope not to offend anyone, but i believe god has given me a path to walk. just like most of us here, we have a very difficult path to travel. but you travel this path for a reason. it is not uncommon to find success in struggles, strife, and failures. you harbor battle scars just like i do. maybe not as severe. maybe more severe. but we have those scars and we have to own them. learn from them. honor them. it is also not uncommon to give up on a path you want to take if the results arent as immediate as you would need it to be. but only a small number of people find success blogging. and i will tell you why.

this is the next generation. this is our future our children will have to deal with when we pass on. hardly anyone is taking the path less traveled. and that path is true success. you have money but no compassion or humanity. you have a rewarding career and endured 4 grueling years of college only to lose you opportunity to one who has not put in the work like you have, and is not passionate as you are about it thus increasing turnover rate and damaging reputation. everything is out of control and in 2016 its showing even in the environment.

just think. the worst things that happened to me in my life has not been my childhood. as awful as it was, my childhood was a fantasy zone compared to when i was in my early adult years. before i went to west Virginia, i only had clinical depression as a result of being a victim of childhood negligence. now i have a whole list of issues and will be medicated and in trauma therapy for the rest of my life. which is why and how i was able to change my life. im on wealthy affiliates and i have learned so much despite my years of computer and website programming training. and now just like my mother, this program has given me the hope and love i need to succeed. even if i never make any money, i can help other people change their lives and be a true entrepreneur. now a days you need to be your own boss to make it in this chaotic world. its safe, you make the rules and you bring in people who are only trying to change their lives.

i only been here two months. and my existence on this website will be spotty at best. i wont lie, i probably wont be able to pay my next bill and you probably wont see me on this site for some time. but i want everyone to understand and to know that this program will work. if nothing else you will get the training and you will be able to succeed in blogging with or without wealthy affiliates. im sure when kyle and carson started wealthy affiliates, it didnt take off immediately. they put in the work so that you and i can succeed. if im gone, expect that i will be back rather it will be with my expired account or a new one. but this is going to happen.

this is the path less traveled and you will get some heavy crap along the way. people will tell you this is a scam or it wont work. your wife or husband may leave you, your bills will pile up, you may even lose what it took you so long to obtain traveling this path. and to be really blunt about it, the fact of the matter is that honestly this will be the hardest thing you probably will ever have to do work-wise. but your agony, your loss, your torture, your sacrifices, will not be in vain. it will only be in vain if you quit. once you start and you put your faith in kyle and carson and everyone else here willing to help you out, you better be willing to go through hell. because it aint easy. and the word hard doesn't even do it justice. you are in the fight for your life. this is why its essential that your niche is something you are passionate about. because if it is not, you will fail. and you will only fail if you give up.and if you choose a niche that you hate, arent even remotely passionate about, or just dont know anything about it at all, you are going to give up. i didnt give up when my website was hacked and all my hardwork was just destroyed. i didnt give up when i looked into the eyes of evil and became tainted by it. i didnt even give up when i was suppose to have died.

this is a war ladies and gentlemen. and your enemy isnt taking any prisoners and you have an onslaught of legionnaires coming at you all at once, and its just you. here at wealthy affiliates you have people fighting with you. in the blogging business, hella money is to be made. but it aint gonna come easy. at the very least you will have to imagine this. you have millions of enemies coming at you all at once. from different factions, to different circumstances and you will stand alone. with wealthy affiliates you are the spartan 300 against the massive Persian army.this is your story and you can rewrite 300 the way you want it to go. will you and your 299 followers take down an entire bloodthirsty nation with billions of reasons to stop you by any means necessary and secure your future as an entrepreneur or will you throw in the towel and just say "!@#$ THIS!!! this aint worth the struggle." if nothing else ask yourself that question BEFORE you upgrade to premium. i choose to suffer for my legacy. and my legacy is to ensure no human being will ever have to endure what i have had to endure. i have hope as my Christmas present. god is on my side, and only death can stand in my way of my success, and from my track record, death has been trying to take me for years with many stratagies , and has yet to succeed. and i have wealthy affiliates and my 200 plus followers ready to take on any and everything that stands in our way of success. join us at wealthy affiliates, and help yourself as well as others become successful entrepreneurs in the chaos of 2016.

my name is spencer t mckenith-williams. i am 27 years old. i am a African american. i have severe post traumatic stress disorder, manic depressive, bipolar disorder, mood swings, occupational disorder, and battered spouse syndrome. and i am a wealthy affiliates success story. merry christmas everyone and happy new year. I love you guys. stay blessed, stay strong.