I was going to give in, but I was given some good advice.

Last Update: October 18, 2018

As many of you know, I've gone through hell and back over the past 7 weeks. I almost died on the operation table twice, my body was cut into in places that will take months to recover from. But God and my excellent doctor saved my life. It's going to take a long time for me to get back to regular energy levels, which is normally pretty high since I'm also fighting Bipolar Disorder and PTSD. Normally I'm running circles around everyone in my home and my home is spotless, every I dotted and every t crossed.

It is very difficult for me to accept that I will have to scratch and claw to get back to normal and be myself again. Maybe I never will be, maybe I'll be better. That would be awesome.

When I started this website I wanted to help people with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) because it is very misunderstood and harshly dealt with. I've been able to help a few people, before the last 7 weeks. I was reminded of that. recently. I paid for 2 years for this website to show Google I'm serious. So how serious could I be if a challenge in my life stops me from helping others?

So I may be moving slowly, but I will be moving. Thank you for not forgetting about me. I'm here to stay.


God Bless.

Rae


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Marley2016 Premium
Rae,
You are an inspiration to those who think they have things
so hard. Get well soon will keep you in my prayers.
Susan :)
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Rae-1965 Premium
Thank you Susan. That gives me more strength. It is amazing how an innocent comment can be a great help to someone else. I'm following you now.
Rae
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Marley2016 Premium
Rae,
I have given you a follow back you have inspired me to do better and promise myself that I should never take for granted what I
already have thank you :)
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EandS2018 Premium
Hang in there Rae always glad to hear from you. We just recently wrote an article for our site about PTSD it’s a disease that affects many. Prayers continuing.
Blessings,
Scarlett and Elaine
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Rae-1965 Premium
I'll have to take a look at your article. I'm intrigued. My next article is going to be on support animals for PTSD patients.
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DebbieRose Premium
Sending you healing energy for your recovery
Blessings,
Debbie
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Rae-1965 Premium
Thank you Debbie.
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YvetteC2 Premium
Wow! You have been through so much. I am so glad to hear you are doing better now...even though you may be moving very slowly.

You said the right thing....you may be moving slowly, but as long as you keep moving, Rae, that's all that matters. Keep going...people need help out there and if you can help someone, that's worth it all. Thanks for sharing.

Wishing you all the best.
Yvette
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Rae-1965 Premium
Hi Yvette.
Thank you for your comment. It always feels good to feel validated.
Have a fantastic day!
Rae
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YvetteC2 Premium
You too, my dear :)
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JerryMcCoy Premium
Still in my Prayers.
Jerry
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Rae-1965 Premium
Thank you Jerry. Every prayer helps.
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