I was going to give in, but I was given some good advice.
As many of you know, I've gone through hell and back over the past 7 weeks. I almost died on the operation table twice, my body was cut into in places that will take months to recover from. But God and my excellent doctor saved my life. It's going to take a long time for me to get back to regular energy levels, which is normally pretty high since I'm also fighting Bipolar Disorder and PTSD. Normally I'm running circles around everyone in my home and my home is spotless, every I dotted and every t crossed.
It is very difficult for me to accept that I will have to scratch and claw to get back to normal and be myself again. Maybe I never will be, maybe I'll be better. That would be awesome.
When I started this website I wanted to help people with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) because it is very misunderstood and harshly dealt with. I've been able to help a few people, before the last 7 weeks. I was reminded of that. recently. I paid for 2 years for this website to show Google I'm serious. So how serious could I be if a challenge in my life stops me from helping others?
So I may be moving slowly, but I will be moving. Thank you for not forgetting about me. I'm here to stay.