For many years I was idle achieve nothing that I can be proud of I was a handicap physically and mentally. And I am always hiding inside a safe place I am afraid to expose myself to do anything for fear of people family and relatives to criticize me. then one day I woke up and I realized I am 48. And I heard about this saying life begins at 40, but I am 48 and soon I will be 50 what have I done to make me feel proud of myself. I have alwayshave interest in painting I learn on my own but I can never say I totally succeded. but if you ask If I know how to draw and paint the answer is yes a little bit. Then I took an interest in crochet and knitting. And I made research on youtube save money for supplies and materials. I am a slow learner I tried to learn this when I was younger but I gave up my comprehension of things is just not that good. But anyway I began to teach myself how to crochet and knit after 2 years I finally learned the basic for me it's a big achievement. I am still not an expert but I can do simple projects beginners project. I am now 52 and thought to myself it's time to earn money so that I will not become a burden to anybody and to achieve some of the dreams i have left. I have to do something not to be afraid to make mistakes. And to be brave to expose myself to the outside world. And so here I am. Hoping this journey will lead me to a successful career.