The Pull

This month has truly been a tiring one.
With the decision to truly commit life seems to truly show me what it can do.

Life has shown both its negatives and positives. Thank goodness it has been more positive. Even with that occurring, I have found myself once again falling off track. Off track in a positive light, that has helped me become a better person. Emotionally, Mentally and Physically. I feel truly blessed to have met the people who I have crossed paths with , all while learning more about myself and the town I currently hold residence.

My leader pointed out on Tuesday that I have changed, I seem to have "matured". It's taken time but the damage that was once done is healing completely :) I feel alive. Which is something you would sparingly hear from me. I hope to make this frequent in my day to day life. I love feeling alive. The deeper I explore and the more in tune I become with oneself , the better life is for me. No, I'm not saying this just because my birthday is next week lol, I actually mean it.

I lost a friend, which I found was sad but it goes to show me that once again people pretend to value you, only when they think you will do what is best for them. You need to do what is best for you :) Never allow someone to rule your life, even if they are the ones who helped you into this world. It's not their job to control you, it's their job to assist you in learning about the world. Yet for every lesson you must still undergo the plan itself.

I'm happier, I'm looking forward to our progress, May everyone have a blessed autumn!

Great success to you all~