Don't give up Joe, times are tough, but you are tougher. As has already been said, you can work on WA, choose a few niches, build a few sites, drive some targeted traffic and add $50-$100 per site very quickly essentially turning the tide of your slide. "Its never too late to be, what you might have been"

Joe, about 7 years ago I went through a very rough patch when my wife left me with a heap of debt and 5 kids to raise. I drew a lot of support from family and my faith. I had to declare bankruptcy and lost my house, but I've been rebuilding (slowly, but surely) and have a lot to be thankful for (most of all my 5 wonderful kids and my supportive parents). I want to encourage you not to give up and try to find those things in your life that are blessings to you -- that's where to focus and draw inspiration, strength and encouragement. It may sound trite, but it's true: "It's always darkest before the dawn". Hang in there!

You hang in there buddy its not easy Im looking for part time work as well ,have faith God wont leave you stranded, trust me I know

Ok sorry you made these choices and its led you in this direction but whats cool is if you face this and rectify your mistakes they can be used for assets that will enable you to not only help yourself but to help others. I remembered a time that i was so depressed because of the choices I made that I really wanted to end it all and thats a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Dude you got to get control of your mind and work on some ------organized thinking--------
Anyways congratulations 1st on being honest with yourself and 2nd to reach out to us and ask for help. Start here tomorrow morning
Call 712-432-0900 and this will bring you to a conference call and you have to put this code in 565762# ...... so all I can say this is a call for people just like us from all walks of life doing all kinds of things to change there life and others Its called the think and grow rich call check it out. ok then this is what has come to mind to share with you when i read your question.
All blessings and so much more my friend you do not have to live this way any more. Let me know how you like the call. peace out Mastermind

I just read your profile, so you have skills...

Have you though of having an amazon affiliate website with a blog section for computers or whatever tech you prefer like this...

For example teach people how to build pc's or hackintoshes. On the blog you would have a section of all the parts they would need to buy ( from amazon ) for the build....

Anyone following your build tutorial would purchase the parts needed from Amazon, you get paid!!!

You can even buy amazon affiliate sites ready, like this:

http://muslimahwebdesign.co.uk/gadgetreviews

I wanted to do something similar before but never got to study it, but I'd love to teach how to build hackingtoshes there's a massive gap in the market for it

Joe, we all hit rough patches in life. I signed up with WA just after I lost a job. That was September 2013. I finally got a job in January 2014, and believe me, it was tough, as I used all my unemployment time previous to the job I lost. I managed, but it was tough. Used up a lot of my reserve money.
Don't give up. Something will come along, in the meantime you can work on WA, and hopefully make it on that alone down the line.
Keep us posted on your progress

Joe, you sound so down, I am so sorry, Anyone you can talk to there?Wish I could lift your spirits somehow,

I just left a comment on your other post, with my top suggestion for helping your outlook. And i think that's really where it starts. You have to stay focused on your goals, despite the conflicts that are inevitable. I hope it helps.

just wondering, what are your skills and interests online? Can you screencast tutorials?

So sorry to hear! I hope it resolves soon!