Text talking....AND, LOVE, AND AND AND

THIS is for me to look back on and remember. So, as I am reading and watching many video's, reading and commenting on other BRILLIANT posts or blogs, KNOWING, I want to build my business, KNOWING I can, fearing I can't. I am not perfect, never claimed to be. I LOVE thinking I know something. LOL

Lets be aware of my writings here? Right, like, how many AND's or LOVE's do I use a day? Some of you see my LOVE of AND, here AND there, but, I am also talking to other people, on FB, google, email,texting too, AND I see so many beautifully written, easy eye blogs, I look at mine and go, What happened?

Like, I took English and typing in school.. uuuhhh, yes I went to school and graduated too. Some college, Majored in English, and Business, you would think, I could do a bit better. Am I an example of laziness? forgetfulness? just really dumb? I don't really know. I have trained others, I really have programmed switches, and configured year long projects AND networks, where is that lingo in my head. I don't KNOW, its there, I just can't seem to reach that shelf right now. I can see it, I just can not pull it out. I also KNOW not to use the word AND so much, its boring. I did produce professional emails for work, where is that lingo? I USED to re-read my letters before sending them, AND usually found my mistake(s) before I sent them. I have a NNCS certification!! For those that don't know Nortel, its alot of technical programming certificate, plus many other cert's.

The new way of talking this generation has, compared to previous generations.....here,... now is a text moment?I have acquired this new way of thought, AND I actually am so immersed in it, that now, if I pull my head up, I look AND go what happened? Spacing AND punctuation! Where is that again? oohh, spell check too! I have always tried to keep things simple AND use easy words for so long to be understood, that when I now need to use some big words I can't think of any!

I was a vivid reader, LOVED writing, USED to write poems, songs AND prayers, very detail oriented. I USED to think after every kid I had, I lost some brain cells along the way. Perhaps I did. But then, I noticed, I text type as thou I am actually writing.

I USED to be...That is a 4 letter word for me....USED to.

I suppose I am trying to say I KNOW that I am smarter than I seem, yet I don't think I can transfer that part on paper anymore. Or is this just my way right now? I am not sure.

Yes, I LOVE, AND my thoughts are all over the place right now. Something new, passion that was lost, found!

Giddy! I am giddy with excitement! I haven't been this silly in a while, I am grateful some get me. I believe in having a sense of humor, but in all this excitement of new-ness, I am so very silly @times. I LOVE laughing. I LOVE to joke around more than not. Thought of becoming a comedian in my own mind....LOL I think I am funny, others maybe annoying? I try not to be. Clueless? Perhaps sometimes.

So, this is a bit more about me, to those that care or are interested at this moment in time. This is also for me to look back at, AND LOL, or cringe. Or both. Also something of mine to proof read.

This blog, as bad as it is, is TMI (too much info) about me that I think I have ever put out. AND not very flattering, I am not looking for flattery, I am looking to better myself AND remember. AND to those who are getting to know me, now you know too much AND will jokingly have to be deleted, LOL

I have had much tragedy in my life as well as blessings, I am grateful to those can resonate with me, as I grow my business. So reading along the way is a bit therapeutic for me right now, as maybe it is for others, who have also lost money in the wrong places thinking they found the magic place. This is the right place for me...this site, WA, was a light bulb moment in itself AND the price tag 0, the road to it? Very costly, but, nothing worth having is free. So, if you got here sooner than later, good for you! You are spared some pain. Mentally AND in your pocket! For that, I am excited for you!

Does this blog ever end? No! It took me 2 hours to do AND proof read! If you saw any mistakes, let me know!

LOL I know, there are too many. My point exactly. But I still talk.

I need to keep in mind there are other boards for therapy! Right, now I need to get some traffic! ooh come on, I still need an about me blog....LOL!

Blessings in Success,

~jewelz

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Julie Jean