I actually like writing in this blog because I feel like this is my little secret place on the web where I know people don't know me very much. I can be free to write whatever I want and feel like I'm not going to be judged. It does make all the difference in the world when you are around people with like-minded minds. I just want to know why I'm so prone to bad decisions but with good intentions. The people that I'm supposed to trust, I second guess. The people I'm not supposed to trust,

I really need to work on myself! I'm still learning who I really am, and that's what I love about this Industry. It's all centered around Personal Development. I know the areas that I need to work on, I definitely do. I feel like I have to say this, to all the people that I did wrong, I apologize! To all the people I may have been rude to, I apologize! Especially for the person I was screaming at on the phone. I used to be a pushover and now I think I'm overcompensating by being the extr

yeah, it sucks! Totally got the wool pulled over my eyes. In a way I'm glad this happened to me because now I'm not scared of asking for the sale. I mean if they can't buy from me then that means they can't commit. When someone joins me, I commit to them 101%, but I was always scared of "closing" the deal. Now I won't be scared any longer. Yes I lost a lot of money, but no matter how corny this sounds, I still have my dignity!