Distractions Are everywhere

Distractions Are everywhere. I have noticed my old ways creeping back in over the last few weeks...And I don't like it!! It goes like this...well maybe work on that over the weekend you'll have more time....Well it's getting a bit late to start that...let's do it in the morning...So I find myself falling into those non productive habbits...even though I know I should push on I allow the old lazy procrstinator in to do the dirty work. My mind and body want so desperately to make this work...so that someday I can quit my job and the only person holding me back is ME!!!!..Crazy really to think that we make such efforts to screw ourselves over...The little you wants to stay the same..Doesn't want change, likes everything predictable...The BIG YOU..The authentic you want's change and exciterment...wants to thrive to be challenged to keep growing and learning new things. So why do we allow the little ""you"" to call the shots??? Maybe it's just something that we have to deal with on a day to day basis...Maybe we have to view the little voice like a frightened little child and instead of berating him or her take a different approach and love it death. I do believe once i get some real momentum behind me the authentic me will shine through and the little me will dissolve.