I had been contemplating this for a few months. In my situation, doing something like this requires a mindset that I will not give up. That thought must be eliminated from the realm of possibilities or I could find myself searching for answers and starting over. I truly feel I need the mentality that it's either succeed and grow and, in turn, turning my life around, or I would likely be failing miserably and possibly being sent back to a dark place that I never want to revisit. In time I may di