Dark time of the soul

Breakthrough or Break in?

Identity is everything. as mentioned i "Becoming a Barbarian" by Jack Donovan.

What is the identity?What is the wall that can hold one back?

Debt?Failure?Tragedy?Loss?

As Im getting out of a very bad and dark time I can see better Who i was and what i allowed to happen.

One of the reasons I joined was to overcome to change .

at times i feel like a fake, a fraud, but i see now that its just my beliefs.

It still hurts tho and i still hit that plateau of hopelessness.

im taking responsibility for my life and still what shadows what debt or failure still follows me.

still threaten me ...I ll get out of it.

Walk...

At times i still dont know who to ask for help.

at some level we all know what we need to do and why..

Our perspective makes things scarier than they really are ...

One step that is necesary for this to change your mindset to move from bad people,

from debt is to become aware of that perspective.

It can still hurt but dont shy to look away from it...

the next one is to thing outside the box.

I love WA the training, the community...

And ill stay for as long as i can...

But just thinking about tommorow can be horrible at times ,,...so sometimes

i may not put as much in as id like to.

But i want to...

one more step...

ask for appliable wisdom...

to get out of debt...more money with the same spending habits rarely solves the problem.

Get real with yourself and see what it takes to get you to the other side..

DK