Crazy - No Longer Quitters Talk.

Crazy is truly the only word I can think for how I ended up here.

My Life In A Nutshell.

Right after I graduated in 2017 from my high school I enrolled right into college. I didn't really want to, at least not that quickly, but I took a leap of faith. 2 and a half years later my school shuts down and they really messed up my class schedule. They put me in classes I wasn't supposed to be in without prior courses and overall screwed with my gpa, so I quit.

The first time I knew my school had done me wrongly is when one of my teaches told me that I had to have several prerequisites before I should have been in the class. I couldn't do anything about it, if I dropped the classed I wouldn't get any tuition because they weren't offering any other classes for the engineering field at the time, and I don't have enough money to pay out of pocket for thousands of dollars.

I amassed a 15k bill to my name because it wasn't about teaching it was about filling positions so they could make more by making me retake classes.

Don't get me wrong I even passed the classes I wasn't supposed to be in, barely. I studied my butt off and I had to do even more work to figure out how to utilize what I hadn't been taught. I passed calc 1 & 2 with an A and I would have continued if they didn't fudge me over so many darn times.

I Quit!

I quit my job. This was mainly because the health care facility I was working in and had volunteered to work for during my college time did not care about covid-19. I was a dishwasher, dietary aide, and sometimes assistant cook. They did good in the beginning by switching everything to plastic so we could just throw everything away and not spread the air particles around. Without having tested any of the patients for covid they wanted to switch back to glass.

Now why is that a problem?

Mainly because that is all they did. They didn't adjust safety measures so we would get facial coverings, they didn't think about how when you spray a plate off with high water pressure that it sends particles across the entirety of the room, they didn't think about how all of this can spread from a patient to a worker to everyone in the facility, so I quit.

It was a good thing I did because I still get news from the facility. Nearly half of the facility workers no longer work there and nearly half of the patients died and were replaced.

This Brought Future Issues.

My debt has been pushed another year so I have time to work on the 15k debt I now have but I stress over that. This made me fear for my future so much that I didn't do anything for a long time.

I realized that working as hard as I do picking up after others was just not something I wanted to do for the rest of my life. If I am going to do my job and go above and beyond I should at least be doing something I love and not something I have to do.

On top of all of that I choose to separate from my partner. Not because of any of this but because it was just not working out anymore and causing me greater stress. So I had to move back in with my mother and I am currently living in the living room.

Hope Came Back.

Somehow something told me to research. Find something that can be everything I need and will cover my future. I spent a couple months doing all sorts of things trying my hardest to find that one thing that does what it promises.

Then I finally found Wealthy Affiliate. Oh man was I happy about that. I know that this isn't instant success but I know that it is something I can work hard in and have it be worth the effort.

I appreciate all the support around here because my family is extremely absent in my life. They are there but they aren't helpful, supportive, or compassionate in any way.

Thank you for the opportunity to be here. This has given me a lot more to look forward to and has given me the inspiration I need to pursue my desires. Truly has shed a new light on my life.

Looking forward to everything here and hearing your thoughts!