So I have been away for a while being overseas sometimes your schedule can be unpredictable and well i been going through some things. My wife and I havent been getting along due to some financial issues and me possibly extending. My mind has been far from clear and it seems like i was heading for divorce. This isn't something i ever wanted to happen to me but it seemed that our goals were different and being away from her we just sort of drifted apart. I couldn't focus at work i was messing up

I don't know what it is but i really like the subject title :). Anyways as the title states i am back for the 1st time and ready to get this underway once again. Only thing is things are way different. How so? well I'm more focused and dedicated before and determined to see this thing through. You may ask well weren't you like that before and i will tell you i thought i was but truthfully i couldn't have been. I let myself down on more than one occasion and allowed myself to be overwhelmed and d