I am terribly sorry to hear about your loss but I do understand about losing someone close to you. I also understand anxiety and depression as well. I have both so I really do understand.

I have bipolar disorder and anxiety and it does run high at times and low at times too. I have even written posts about them too. I don't know what I could say to help you right now.

It is hard to go through something like this and not be able to chat with someone about it. I am available to chat whenever you need too.

Mary

My thoughts are with you!
Shaunna

Ms. Lakesha I am sincerely sorry for your lost. I can relate. To your pain. It took about 13 long years to get over the pain of my decease cousin who was only 11 when she passed away. Every day got better with time as I pushed thru the pain because we we're brought up like sisters. It was hard. But time did heal the pain. Time and a lot of prayer. But I just woke up one day and said I was done crying. And day by day. I took a breather. And I moved on. I found other things to do and people to help fill the void. And eventually life Got easier. See I remember my cousin Samantha for all of the good times we had as kids. How funny she was and kind. And that's the Samantha I want to keep in my memories. Not how she died but how she lived. I hope my story brings you a bit of closure. It will be hard for the first five years. But it's how you deal with the pain that will help you over come it. Be bless my sister. And keep your head up always. You are in my prayers.

I have been with WA for 4 years now and had periods like this, I do have health issues and the winter is a big challenge, this year I lost almost 3 months of being around the community , so I remember reading a blog by a member Nathaniell here who said even if you do 10 mins a day its better than nothing, I also now play music whilst I am working this seems to be helping. Do not give up on yourself, I know sometimes the fight mode can be wearing especially when you feel you do not simply have the energy to rise to the occasion, having a bit of a break is ok to, the beauty of this is starting over is always there for you, do not be too hard on yourself everything passes in time the good and the bad, hope you start to feel better take care and remember this is about you doing it at your own pace.

So sorry the pain is real and undeniable. The sad truth is that many have or will experience the loss of a loved one. I can’t say that time “heals” all wounds but it certainly gets a little lighter and a little easier.

Blessings to you...we all go through difficult times. May you pass through yours and arrive in a more productive place.
Debbie

Don't give up, KEEP on fighting. The darkest part of 4th he night, dawn breaks. You are going through your storm but you will be victorious. I will continue to have you in my prayers.

Hi Lakesha
Go to my profile and there are some training that may kick you into gear again
All the best
Vicki

I will keep you in my prayers. I think everyone goes through something like this at one time or another. I am confident you will get through it also. Keep your head up.

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Like the moon: comes and go...
just aknowledge
Makes easier to carry