To Hell and Back my Business Rebirth
Last Update: Feb 9, 2022
This is going to be Swift and short and likely filled with typos. Fror the last 8 months if something could go wrong it did.
Starting with the sale of the home 🏡 we were renting to a house flipper who just wanted us out to renovate and resell to watching our savings vanish on extended stY motel rooms as nothing was available to rent last year, we have finally been relegated the last 4 months to a small grouping of tents we have called home near a local pond.
I was never so humbled by my mental illness as this trapped feeling as I watched my kids get to experience homelessness. A promise I tried to keep from one other journey there as a child myself just broke or shattered with no remorse.
This last year I have survived all this and a long journey back from Covid recovery and seeing most of the remnants of the business I had built back since my nervous breakdown die in forced absence. I mean in the dessert it is hard to do what I am doing in this post and type from a phone.
My glasses are broke, my spirit took a beating, and for a bad slump of my bipolar existence I spent a hell week that saw suicidal thoughts I swore could never pop into my head.
I am not writing for pitty.Within the next couple of weeks we should be in a home, replace my glasses, and get my first car since my auto accident that began the spiral.
I have decided to scrap much of my MMO niche and focus on my passionate live of sports and thus I will have several domains and assorted sites to sell as well soon.
2022 will be the year I get my disability income flowing and get back on track with my medications and doctors and with fevers pitch and firm resolve I will raise my voice and exclaim never again.
My challenge to each reader of this post is to evaluate the thi gs holding you back. Stop making excuses and living the life of maybe and could have been. Shake that crap off and know you can and will.
Our journey was written much through procrastination and self doubt that paralyzed my own personal progress. You don't get kicked out of homes you own and dedication does not get you a dozen half developed projects. Your story lies in what you decide to accept as a final answer