This is how I felt every time I logged off this site and went to sleep. I knew time was running out on my free membership and sleeping on this scared the hell out of me. But... NOT DOING ANYTHING WITH IT SCARED ME MORE.Life for me right now isn't a bed of roses, not by a long shot. Like most folks I have the typical bills, rent, mouths to feed. Except...I also recently tried to transition from one job to another, and after leaving the first job, the second one fell through. Dude...Things are so