This has been a long time coming. You have been with me for so long. I have come to rely on you for survival. Whether it be life, love or finance. I realize now that you are the reason that the only thing I have really accomplished up to this point, is survival. And you know what? It's not enough. Not anymore. My time on this earth is to short to just survive. There are too many things to experience to just survive. Too many places to go, people to see, food to taste. Yet I let fear dictate my very existance. It crippled me from truly living. It stopped me from taking those life changing risks that would bring true happiness to me and those I care most about. So today on the eve of the new year, I say goodbye. I know I'll see you around. Every now and then you will make an attempt to regain your control over me. And some days I may be tempted to give in. But I promise you we will never be the couple we were before. I have outgrown you. 2020 will be a new chapter for me. So before I start a new one I must close the last one. Consider this my sweet fairwell.
All my best