Nine Months And Counting
In two days, my mom will of been passed for nine months. It has been really hard since she passed. My life has changed so much. I remember reading on Facebook one thing that my mom never taught me was how to go on without her. As you know women like to shop, well not that we had to buy anything, but just browsing around was really awesome with her. The time has come that going to Walmart really is not fun anymore. I miss my best friend. I loved her so much, I know she didn't want to leave me, but she did tell me, not to worry because I had nothing to be sorry for, and that I was a wonderful daughter. My mom suffered in the last few years she had arthritis in her arm and needed a shoulder replacement but it was too risky since she had heart problems. She had cdiff several times, an intestinal problem where you don't have enough antibodies to kill infection in the bowels. At the end, she had a urinary infection called "sepsis". I really didn't realize that she would not get better. The doctors told me on a Monday she would go home on Wednesday. My Mom passed away on Monday she code blue three times. I know that she is in heaven with my Dad and her Mom. I believe that she looks down and misses me and she is at my side forever and ever. I miss you Mom.
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I'm so sorry to hear about your story - it must be a very hard time for you and your family. I'm sure she will be looking down on you, feeling proud and definitely believing in you. I will share an expression one of my Aunties shared with us last year after we had a death in the family - "Be kind to yourself"
I know exact;y how you feel as I lost my mom very suddenly. Take care and hugs are coming to you
Bless you. "Grief is not something to be cured. It is simply a sign we have loved someone" ~Doris Sanford
Terry
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So sorry to hear this I pray for strength and comfort during these trying times