Thank you very kindly

I was there, but trying to behave lololol! I got the gist of g4 then my friend proposed to me and I couldn't quite focus because I didn't expect that at all. I was so embarrassed and flabbergasted, flattered, and almost puked but how nice I just can't accept that and he is my friend I love him to death, but I am not the marrying kinda gal@@@@@@ Nixon is my name, probably TMI but the minute I was trying to be good look what happens, I think I hurt his feelings, and it breaks my heart to think that but anyhoo I'll probably revert to my cornyness on the next Jay presentation, I can't help it he is my favorite teacher, and I get excited because well my first teacher was my mom, so he feels like my wamily. She homeschooled me, a HAZMAT Chemist. She wanted to learn how to cure Agent Orange, so she learned German and Chemistry at the same time, God Rest Her Gentle Soul. She didn't quite cure it, but dad knows she tried, God Rest His Gentle Soul. I love you guys, super squishy sappy stuff isn't my normal, but I'm feeling all emotional, sorry for dumping my heart guts and brain sorta nuts 9 the good kind) on you dearheart

You are such a sweety!! I cannot say enough thanks for your support. God bless your heart, Jeff. I got my service dog and it helps a lot to distract me soft fluffy puppy fur!

You're always very welcome, Becca! I continue to pray daily for your recovery. I am so glad that you have that furry companion to assist you in that process!🐶

Jeff🙏

Thank you! It is bad. I have been trying my best to blog and do my website since I am not at the bedside currently. My whole life was demolished by a failure to yield. I am having trouble coping with the loss. The complicated grief recently, my dear friend passed away as well. Dearly known to me as MA. I may have smuggled her puppy in the nursing home where I was banned due to screaming bloody murder when they had me charge the vent unit blind and I explained the dog ate my glasses. I really am blind without them and the strain after the whiplash of my life that slipped all my cspine discs and impinged one nerve that won't leave me alone. Nerve pain is something else. Nothing can escape the torture. Aside from that, everything I had worked for is gone. And I feel lost, alone, cry myself to sleep sometimes. Tomorrow my attorney made my appointment for the robot surgery, I'm not so sure about this. and I don't want any needles stabbing my neck , no thank you-they say it works, but I could not even sit through that without screaming and running amok it makes me cringe to think about. I really need that flower power, thank you so much. I always try to stay positive, please don't be upset because I will not give up and I know it will get better.

Google has something called talk to type which may be of help. I haven’t tried it but I know there are others similar. Try to take car of yourself as best you can. You are facing issues that nobody should have to face. Unfortunately there are no do-overs.
The best you can do in your circumstance it set your goal to what you want to be reasonably &when;. Be positive everyday till you get there.
Easier said than done I know but that is what you have to do. Best to you NnurseBecca!!!

Hmm! I hadn't noticed! LOL
Hope it helps the pain!
B
Not legal here either, and I see Texas as on of the last hold-outs for legalization.

I am taking the first American Accredited Cannabis Certification course. I hope people don't judge me, I understand the legal issues, as I am a legal nurse consultant and a member of the American Cannabis Nurse Association. Some of the niche market and stocks are part of my ongoing medical legal research. You know US dollars have only gone to funding the research related to negative effects of marijuana. Since it is such a controversial thing, it is not the highlight of my presentation. I just like the picture, because green is my favorite color. Thank you so much for commenting, I appreciate all the support. It has been rather difficult to do some basic activities of daily living, and the pain is excruciating. It has ruined my quality of life.

me too, it is my favorite color:) thank you for letting me know. Where are you?

I am in Thailand. They are just beginning their journey towards allowing the use of cannabis.

It will take time, but they have made the first step.