I wanted to help my mother but she left before i do that, i lose hope,me and my life

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My name is Miclany and am a girl not only a girl but a beautiful girl in town, i was born in a same village called Kyela, in Tanzania. I love fashion but definitely i didn't get a chance to present it well in this world tho if i get a chance i will do it with all of my effort. Note that i don't mention that i did not get a chance at all no but i mean a chance to present it in the world, okay hope you get it now.

I had a most beautiful Mother whom i called my every thing and she was very important to me, we faced so many things together,she supported me in very difficult times and always had my back no matter what and even when i play harder into her but still she never leave me alone. That was my mother and i loved her so much and i still love her but unfortunately i don't have her any more in this world and i will tell you how and why...........

I have a father too, i love him so much and am sure he love me too but the problem is that he never showed me the love especially before my mom passed away and i don't know why though most of times me and my sister we assume that may be be because he married again and live with my step mother but we are not sure though our relation ship between us and our step mother is not real that good at all.Any way i did not take that much into me cause i was leaving with my mother so i thank God for that though i wanted so badly my parents to stay and live together.......

I thank God because i have no trouble in ma school life i perform well tho sometimes i had to work in order to get an extra money for my school payment because my mother was earning very low amount of money so i had to work, so i started to help my mother in cooking bites early in the morning before i go to school and then leave it to my mom so that she can take it to the one of street restaurant to be soled and by that time my mom was pregnant so i had no choice........We keep living like that for quit while until my mom get birth and after one year i passed my exams to high school in one of famous Tanzania city called Dar es salaam and from that point of view dad started to take fill responsibility of me though it was not easy...............

All that time my dream was to study hard so that one day i will have a good life and then i will help my mother and my young sisters too in my mother side and actually i did i graduated high school and finally enter university level and i school to study Sociology because i wanted to help people especial those who are in difficulty time and those who are in need......... but in my mind i hard a passion of becoming a model especially commercial model because am not qualified to be a run away model cause of height but i could not real get that chance so i put my all effort into studying and make my mom proud.........

God is Good as usual i finish my degree level but not graduated yet but still i was very happy because i knew that after few months or time to come i will get job and start to help my mother and my family without knowing what will come next i was only thinking about changing my life,my mother and my sisters.....

One day i had a call it was my uncle and he told me that my mother was too ill so i had to go back to Kyela so that i can help her, i did not refuse because i was so nervous, in the next day i woke earl in the morning, i took a bus to kyela which is far from Dar es saalm its almost 12 hrs until you reach there hoping that i will find my mom helping her getting better and to celebrate with her cause of fining my study to let her know when am going to graduate and above all to tell her that am going to find a job and make her life better than before so she should not worry......

Before even went far i got a massage of loosing my mom, i couldn't be-leave that, i got confused and i started to give ma self hope that that massage was not for me may be it was for someone else then i starter to call home first no one picked it, i called my ant my uncle and some of my relatives they all do the , i started to worry and suddenly tears started to drop as if it was raining without even care i was on the bus cause that time i was very sad and all my hope, effort and every thing i plan for her was useless......for me that news crush every thing my dreams, my life in general and every thing am telling you every thing do you know what i mean......guess not but i hope you do........

sorry i will continue next time right now am not on the mood hope you understand me.....

Feel free to comment cause i want to share with you this especially on how i got up and started to think about living a new life that am living now........

TO BE CONTINUE..........



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so sorry dear and nice you find your self again

Sometimes life is not fair. Nice to see you are moving in a positive direction Here at WA. Wishing you the best on your journey.
Marcel...

thank you so much

looks like you have had troubled times but you have managed to overcome, best wishes moving forward.

thank you

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