The Smoke Cleared

byLancehignite

138 followers

5 years ago

Yesterday something great happened

I started yesterday with a million things on my mind and so confused. Watch a training video, write a blog, add a page, insert images, write comments on others pages, set email with gravater, go to work, sleep more than three hours a night and do this all while answer to the word Dad from a two-year old every 45 second. Sounds crappy so far right? Then suddenly it happened all the info over load that I've subjected myself to became more than just jumble. Yes the smoke cleared, suddenly this started making sense, and things started happening. Before now, I refused to let anyone look at the mess, that once stood where a website now stands.

Do You All Feel This Way

I'm guessing a lot of the new people starting here at WA get like I was. I have been sitting here 11-12 hours a day, learning how to build my site, all while working a night job and keeping the toddler at home with me during the day. 11-12 hours of band new info every day, being fed to me as fast I could absorb it. Sometimes I thought it would never make sense to me. Then suddenly it all made sense. The website pages that I refused to let people see before are up to get comments now.

I Felt A Calming Felling

As I saw the smoke clearing from within my head, I felt felling coming back to me. The high levels of stress and pressure has dropped to normal levels. Confidence had seemed to have left me a while back but I push, on head held high, and smoke cleared it returned to new higher levels than ever.

Don't Give Up

Today I am proud. Proud that I pushed through, and proud that I learned all these cool things. I'm also proud that my website is starting to look as if some professional designed it. I didn't even own a computer until a month ago when I found this one in an abounded house, and now, I'm writing a blog. Don't give sir/ma'am. If this guy can learn this so can everyone of you.