Trying Not to Allow the Doubt to Win
Today, I encountered my highest level of doubt so far. I continually tried to push it from my mind as I worked on my future, but for some reason I could not make it go away.
It is really hard to take a leap of faith on yourself when you have a family to provide for. I can't help but doubt that the work I am doing will ever benefit them and I feel that I am letting them down while I chase a dream.
I keep telling myself that I deserve this chance, but this little voice in the back of my head keeps telling me that it's just a waste of time. I have been able to ignore this voice for weeks now, but today it made me listen and I have to admit the voice made sense.
The doubt has gotten under my skin and is really giving me something to think about. I don't want to give up, that is not who I am, but I am having a hard time justifying today.
So does anyone have any advice on how to ignore the doubts that are screaming at me? I could definitely use them today.