As a little girl I dreamt of nothing more than a beautiful house with a pool, walk in closets and a happy family. I didnt really ever dream of a particular career. I wanted to be a mother with the means to give my kids stability, money for school trips and pictures. I dreamt my kids would be able to dream big. Bigger than I could. The world would be at their fingertips like I never felt it was for me.I got older quicker than I expected and made every bad decision a half way decent perso