My Xmas day ) some feelings

byGaneshsharma

228 followers

6 years ago

It was my usual as xmas day, i just wanted something to shoot out to say ,
that fortunately I turned 26 with 26 million thought, people always wanted me to get off guard caught
its never been so run out of time to realize, when all i wanted to greet someone just hi
nothing changed much more than myself and my think, as I have seen world to get age and wrink

I used to wonder about where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

You just made this world full of baits, where people just can do anything including fuckin hate
everyone want to possess something, and overtakes everyone,
you dreamt of spreading beautiful peace but you failed to realize like this you can only take it on lease
you became wise enough to sell feeling, but I always been ready to offer it with healing
you made the innocent people into buyer and seller, where son asks bucks to his dad like gambler

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

World is just another strange stranger, who is just busy to avoid themselv from danger
noone gonna give you any shit,until and unless you get their balls hit
I never knew what to say you bcz always my heart told me what to do,
you always thought me as silent sheep, but you never knew how much i like oceanic deep
even sometimes parents was getting doubt over me, but I knew they are only one who can trust my theme

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

raised inside single room with many dreams and wishes,
always wanted to become something big with high reaches,walking down over the one way with expectations
which never been felt like full of satisfactions
rented rooms and leased happiness became epitome of life, me too was striving and realizing the truth of wife
gaining wisdom and understanding everyday made me grow, realized there is nothing in world which is worth to bow

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

you made the life like unfair game of maze, where I need to find someone even along with me in haze
forgot to love even itself ,why this heart wanted to get love of some else
you got changed so much and moving away from me,Im still remembering how i use to get excited as team
I was dreaming along with you by grabbing your hand, who knows it just will get erode like sand
you failed to realize ugly greed, that between you and I someone was planting hatred of weed

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

Everyone was playing on me blaming game, im stil being silent and remain same
I don't know how to scream over whom, responsibilities are increasing and freedom got size of room
even blood relations now don't trust everyday, my heart questions and brain answers and say
I saw changes in bondness of blood, the purposeful feelings and care getting shatter as flood
wanted you to listen my inner voice, but failed to deliver painful and innocent noise

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

another meaning of life is moving and fall, but learnt how to keep steady on roll
I remember I got a toy car when I was 3 years old, they had expectations from me big and bold
they taught me to dream big and gold, didnt knew it can cost on verge of making it sold
time arrived to hatch out of comfort, cant wait anymore to let them wait nomore,of real sort
for sure it was challenge to become odd, every step worked out like solving a mysterious code

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove

decided to keep walk over thorns, everybody always ready to lock out their horns
started to getting pushed behind, realized why I was always been so kind
it was your purpose you working around, suddenly you hurted me and caused me wound
actually you mistakenly trying swim and create wave,even you didnt care about me to save
you made me enough pain and piss like hell, i was feeling every piece of shit into my cell
turned into big and scary wave, could not control over myself and forgot you and yourself
all i knew what to do next, no shits and silly text,you were trying to run away from being in rest
I didnt think about stopping and gentle, just keep moving and destruct through your sentimental
you got lost and left away behind me, that the way you only can see yourself and mine

I used to wonder where santa claus is, he used to keep me waiting hell like this
then I realized there is no anyone who make wishes true, only you have to walk on your feet to makeurself prove