I've written so much about how excited I was to get pregnant and make enough to stay home with my baby... then it wound up that I was pregnant with twins and it would be TWO babies... and now unfortunately it's no babies. Things in life don't always (sometimes I wonder if they ever) go as planned. It's moments like these that I try to convince myself that it happened for a reason; that they wouldn't have had a good quality of life, that they wouldn't have been healthy or happy and that's why t

It has been a whirlwind of a week! I have been absolutely exhausted and really haven't put as much effort into this as I would have liked, BUT I'm still getting page views on an unfinished blog so that's progress! I have a feeling the page views are directed from Wealthy Affiliate, but traffic is traffic. Monday I went in for another ultrasound and saw... TWO heartbeats! TWINS! Holy cow. I am absolutely terrified and am just praying that everything goes well. Heartbeats were 101 and 91 wh

Thanks for reading my blog! I took the plunge and upgraded to premium today, and think it's going to be a great decision. I work in a pretty high stress job where people take their frustrations out on one another, making it an unbearable environment at times. It wasn't so much of a problem before, but now that I'm newly pregnant and insanely emotional it's hard to stay rational and not walk out of the place! Each day I come home I'm incredibly exhausted, but even through this first trimester