To anyone and everyone who has followed, messaged or just contacted me in some way, I want to say thank you. I disappeared from this site and really anything that has to do with outside contact for a long time. I needed time to gather my thoughts after running into some major health and financial issues. Even now I still contemplate over things because I personally don't enjoy so much uncertainty. I have only very recently managed to meld back into society somewhat, and that's due to my mother