Commitment and Decision

Last Update: November 09, 2019

Yes, It's a Struggle

I’ve been struggling lately with my commitment here at Wealthy Affiliate. My struggle lies in worry about the future, about expenses, and health. Since no one knows about the future, or even if we have one, I’m ruling that out.

Expenses are another matter. Yesterday, I had to spend over $600 on our car and another $400 is coming soon. This happens with black Friday coming soon. It’s left me with the “how do I” questions and a bit of a dent in my faith.

And then there’s a health scare.

I wonder where this will go. About 18 months back, I donated blood twice. My annual blood test showed a decrease in red blood count. My internal medicine doctor referred me to a specialist. The good new is that they used no invasive methods. Treatment is an iron supplement, acid blockers, and an iron supplement. I’m going back to the doctor in 2 weeks to find out what’s next.

Still, with that going on, I remain committed. I’ve read posts from others who have more going on than I do, and they seem to be doing well.

My 2 decisions


I will take advantage of Black Friday and commit to another year. I’ve made progress and I wish to continue.


I am turning off most of my WA emails for a couple of weeks. I’ll keep announcements, site feedback and private messages. I’ll turn emails back on in December. This to decrease distraction and hopefully I can finish bootcamp this winter.

Thanks in advance for all your love and support.


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HeidiAnders3 Premium
You've gotta take care of you, first, my friend!! You got this!! 🙏💙
Acm562 Premium
I hope things go upward for you from now on and I'm glad you aren't giving up

Take care

MForstner Premium
If you love it then do it. If it's a hassle which causes sleep loss then it not worth it.


JeffreyBrown Premium
Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. Hope things get better for you soon!

TMalinga1 Premium
Nice one