Doubt & Faith.
My new WA friend, Sib (username: Sibylle) inspired me to write this blog today. A few people have written on my profile page, asking me, since I've been here so long, if I'm now making a good income.
Some of you assume that I am, and to be honest, it kind of feels good. Because it makes me think that the work I'm producing now is actually pretty good!
But let me clear this up. I started here in 2009. I was here for a while and was money-focused. The work I produced back then was shoddy at best. I wasn't clear or focused. I was following several different training methods at once. But, I am grateful for all of that happening because now I know what NOT to do.
So now I've rejoined in the beginning of October. I have a new site up focused around WA and earning more income. I truly want to help people stay home with their kids, get out of the rat race and generally live their lives to the fullest. I have a cooking blog, which many of you have commented on, and I completely appreciate it.
But no, I'm not making an income yet.
And some days I feel very stressed about this. It's a struggle right now living on just my husband's income. I'm a little bit afraid, to be honest. I feel that twinge out doubt gnawing at me.
Then I see a message on my profile from Sib. She said that "Blogging is your calling." And I have faith again. (Thank you Sib!) because ALL roads keep leading me back to here. I spent the last couple of years trying to figure out what I'm good at, what I'm meant to do, what I truly enjoy. And all roads lead right. back. to. here.
I'm not the typical success story yet. But I have a vision and a reason for being here. I am using the pressure to my advantage. And with the great training and support here at WA. It's going to happen. I feel it. I look at my stats. No traffic. But it's coming. I know it.
As soon as I start having wild success, you all will be the first to know! :)
But, until then, if I feel doubtful and scared again, will you please help me back up? I promise to do the same for you too!
Now, tell me how you are feeling today? Doubtful? Afraid? Successful? Happy? Wealthy?
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Ahh that's a really uplifting post - shows what the determination to succeed is all about :0) I am a bit like you too, full of doubt an uncertainty about my own hopes and dreams. Having not made a really sustained effort to achieve anything outside of the rat race I am keeping my fingers, toes and everything else crossed. I'm willing us all on - we are going to get there and reach our goals. Take care and keep blogging Jan
Thanks for your comment Jan. I am certain that if we can dream it, we can achieve it. Doubt creeps in, but we need to push it out of the way and continue moving forward. It's the only way to get there. :)
Great blog post Christina! I too was feeling doubtful last night while I was browsing competitors' websites. I didn't really realize how much competition I had in my niche and most of their websites seem so much better than mine. Full of much more information and content. I decided to stop browsing and shut down my computer for the night. Then I told myself to stop comparing myself to them because they've had much more experience than I have. I'm just starting out, so I just need to focus on my own content and I will eventually get there also.
So the doubt will come and it's up to you how to deal with it. But remember, you are not alone. We are all here to help each other out. Internet marketing is a journey and success will come as long as you put your mind to it.
Thank you so much for your post. I have completely blocked "competitors" from my mind. Even Kyle said it before. We assume many things about competitors. That they're making a lot of money or know more than we do. But it's not true. Focus on you and your site, and people will find you. They'll be attracted to your unique style.
cid111 If you have been studying and practicing that long, you do know something about internet marketing. And, I can see it in your writing. While you're waiting for the "passive income" to roll in, why do you earn some money elsewhere in the meantime. Do some internet marketing projects for small businesses in your area. I guarantee the work will make you that much better in you're studies. Many, many local businesses need your help right now! And, you'll feel a lot better about yourself when earning some money.
There were some Friday nite online classes about local marketing. The main thing is to fix your mind around the fact you know something about internet marketing - believe. And, then start networking telling people that you can help them get more traffic - use google plus and facebook. There are so many small businesses out there with dead web site in your neighborhood that need your help! If you need more info let me know.
Oh yes, I got it. Local marketing type stuff. I want to go through the trainings on that one. I did some before, but it's been a while and I need a refresher. But thanks for the idea. It's one I've been considering.
Good job on this blog. Your honesty about how you feel and how you are doing is inspiring. I have a hard time with that. And yes I am also Doubtful and Afraid but still Happy.The difference between successful IM ERS and us is they have been here longer than us. We will get there if we stick it out. Good blog.
Thanks so much for your comment. I am happy too. :) And you're right. We just need a bit more time. We will get there.
Thank you for sharing. You have given me inspiration to write a blog. You have touched some points that I have been reading a lot about lately on WA. I am feeling confident today as I am getting traffic to my website and actually have two people set up their accounts. I wish you all the best. Debbie
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Don't give up. You can do it if you stick to it. I know how that kind of pressure feels like, and by writing all this to the community, you are even being held accountable for your future success. All this will motivate you further, and start giving a sense of urgency.
I totally can relate to how you're feeling. Especially all this inevitable self-doubt along the way. The WA community is with you. :)
I wanted to share a video with you but looks like it's not allowed. If you're interested, search "best motivational video ever" in YouTube, it's the first result!
Yes, I will use this blog post to hold me accountable and as additional pressure. It is good pressure. The kind that we need sometimes. :)
Thank you for your thoughtful comment. And for the video. I can't wait to watch it. I have a feeling I'll be adding it to my website.