I ran away

Last Update: Jul 18, 2022

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HAPPY MONDAY TO MY WA FAMILY FROM PALM SPRINS CALIF.

I hope everyone had a wonderful and exciting weekend. Today I am writingashort message to you all, because I pretty much had a lot of heart ache the last 2 weeks. I didntshow it, as I neededto connect to all of you and continue to write and keep some sort of sanity.

I tend to be upbeatmost of the time, but life sometimes throwsso much at one time, it is difficult to take a breath. My form of breaking out, is literally packing a bag and Getting the Heck out of dodge,mas they say.

It all started just about2 weeks ago, when ROCKY who was like one of my grandchildren passed,suddenly. He was a beautiful little yokie 12 yrs old and weighed about 6 pounds.

It was devastating to all of us, as he had beenin the family longer than my grandchildren, and I was the babaysitter.

Last week, on Tuesday morning, my daughter text the family that CHLOE my baby girl, a yokie 3 and a half pounds was lithargic, and was taking her in. Unfortunatly, she is nolonger with us.

For many people who have pets, the pain of loosinga family member is such a horrible feeling inyour heart, that it is hard to describe. But when you add 2 in less than 2 weeks, the suffering is inamaginable. My grandsons are 10 and 11, they need had any pets other than these 2, andthey are heart broken, The silence in the house in the mornings, is so bad my daughter said, they all cry including her and my son in law.

I could not focus inany way shape or form. Shortly after, a day later, come to find, I had to buy 2 new tires as they were bald. I mean I dont generally walk around my car every morening do you?

With so much going on,it clearly was an oversite. Tje final straw was on Wed. late afternoon, I found that my computer screen was cracked internally. How it happened I had no clue. However, you can only image, trying to stay positive,havingto buy 2 newtires, and now get a new laptop, well, let's just say, I was ready tothrow in the towel.


I must say, I broke,I cried forhours with everything in my mind going on, I needed to get away, and just clear my head, and drive, which brings me much peace.

I drove to my favorite2 hr. destination to just regroup. BEAUTIFUL PALM SPRINGS.

If anyone of you are from Calif, orin the USA, Palmsprings is knowm for the desert like area.

But there are pools just abaout everywhere you go, as it gets over 105 to as high as 125.I didnot habe mycomputer to work on, and I total turned myself off to the world for 3 days. I havetotell you, I came back last night sorelaxed, and feel like a new woman. My heart is missing my babies so much, but I did the crying thing, dustedmyself off, andback to working since I picked up my new computer this evening.

So I wanted to reach out, and let you know I am back, and my writing will continue.

IT IS OK TO RUN AWAY SOMETIMES

The beautiful Palms locted throughout the area are beautiful, golf courses everywhere, and the pools, well, letsjust say, it is very easy to work on your laptop while being in the pool.

I wish you all the best this weak, be strong, and write about what makes you happy, and educate yourselves.

Sending love,

Carla

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Oh my goodness Carla, my heart breaks for you. I recently lost my precious 2 1/2 pound Yorkie (Diva). It's horrible how when you're down life seems to kick you -- I had that with having to replace my heating/air conditioning unit only to have it go out after only 15 days. I got it replaced yesterday. The major blessing is my precious Diva didn't have to endure the heat of the day. Yet I miss my precious Yorkie. I lived in Indian Wells for awhile -- I know how relaxing the California desert can be. May you experience only the good life has to offer.

Thank you for the consoling remarks. They were like children, o the pain is, just unbelievable, and oo so painful!

Thank you again,
Carla

Yikes, Carla, well here's a big hug!

Thank you Rosana much needed. I got them ty🥰

It is good to run away and regroup when needed.....as long as you don't join the circus.

Alex

Hi Alex ty so much. It is very hard waking up just knowing their not home.

What a terrible time you have all had. Our little furry friends are family and some don’t realise it, however the effect they have on you when passing is the same as any other family member.
It’s good you had somewhere to run away to…
Stephen

Ty for your comforting message. The worse thing we recieved Rocky.s ashes on the day Chloe passed.very hard.

My heart goes out to you…

Thank you for your kind comment. It is hard every day, but little by little, it should get easier, but gosh I miss them so much.
I look at the pictures I took of them, and they put a smile on my face.
Thank you again.

So sorry about your losses Carla…I hope things get better for you soon!


-Mike

Thank you Mike very comforting

You’re welcome

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