It's October 14th, 2019 and I really am using this blog kind of as a marker. I want to remember the struggles I had before finding this website and prove to myself that I can actually do whatever I put my mind to. Most of my life I've never really stuck things out. I always quit when things got rough. Which is my work history is so short. I don't do well with things like that, but I think I've found something that can potentially change my life. I just pray that I can get this up because I know