Really? Thanks life.

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It seems as though I might be starting all over again, but not really starting all over because last time I was able to start all over, when my mom died, I had money. Now, not so much. I don't mean for my blogs to be these negative, weird, "oh god here she goes again" blogs, but MAN. I am feeling it right now. I just feel really stupid.

You know, I won't say how much but I got a reasonable amount of money when my mom passed, and no it wasn't like a million trillion dollars....it was enough to live for a few years. I'll be honest with you. My 23 year old self blew through most of it and boy do I feel stupid.

I feel really stupid, I feel dumb....I feel as low as you can possibly imagine. By doing this I have put myself in a position where I am not sure I can keep my apartment, my dog, or even keep buying groceries. All because I wanted a new life for myself and move out on my own. Still haven't found a job.

I'm being THIS honest with you all because frankly I trust you all more than I trust myself right now. Which is sad. And please believe none of what I say EVER is to make you feel sorry for me, I just want people to know. It helps me to get it all out.

I am depressed, sometimes crazy. But I am trying my best to get work done. Homework, yes. Trying so hard! My website, although it lacks, when I can work on it (without it being obvious) I do my best! I thank everyone who is following me, I only want to help you succeed, as well as myself. I feel like I am here to help anyone else I can.

I am sorry I am going through such a rough time, it truly hurts me in more ways emotionally than physically. I hate being open about it but really, this is helping me to be myself more than anything. Life is crazy, I love myself. I am crazy but being able to voice all of this helps me feel a lot less depressed. Thanks guys.

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Hi, Annamariie. Don't feel too sorry for yourself. You're not the first person to do what you did. Believe you me, I did the same thing. Maybe not quite as rough as you did, but it wasn't pretty. Chin up! you'll come out of it. I did!!

OH my god, I was having an awful past few days! Had to get it all off my chest! Thanks! I'm trying!

H Annamariie, yes you went crazy when you were handed a wad of cash. I think everyone of us would have done the same. But look at it this way. You say you do not have a job and yet you are here at WA working for yourself. That in my book is one hell of a job and a great inspiration to everyone.

Don't be hard on yourself. There will be good days and there will be bad, but you have everyone here rooting for you and ready to help, where we can. Just keep on writing and we will be there for you, every step of the way.

Hugs.
Lis.

Hi Really I must say you have a story of a winner and to understand that you can star over again is truly a blessing , so u do have the tool of the mind to star over again , because so many other lose these tools . Plus u did the right thing by sharing your story , that a great to keep hope alive . So u have your good health and the rest is a bonus jus enjoy your new journey Seleh the designer Goodie63

It is going to pass, believe me.
Keep reading on and on and writing and remember what they teach here:"Success won't come over the night. In this business you just have to keep digging. Otherwise it is just a lottery."
You'll get there, don't worry.

Hang in there. If you have any questions about Wordpress and graphics or layout I'm happy to help out, Annemarie. Just ask

You must keep on writing and sharing. Take morning walks if not doing already. In an open space looking above towards East/North direction cry out loudly thrice YES I CAN DO, YES I WILL DO. Send me feedback after one week. Tks n God Bless

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